Sunday Soul – Love Not Love – Episode 171

Last night’s transmission was heavy. Groundbreaking in so many ways for me personally. So much has been going on inside of me over the last few weeks, and the universe has not disappointed me even a little. Amazing leaps of artistic liberation, emotional turbulence, wildly unexpected healing, friendship, and love just shimmering and bursting the bullshit in my head apart in ways I honestly never expected to experience. Standing by the side of the road holding a lost friend in my arms with joy and gentle communion, laying in the sun kissing the sweetest kisses with lips I believed were lost to me, sitting with friends and just being present, honest, and trusting them completely, or smiling at reunions, communions, and casual silent walks from here to there.

Everywhere in my life love seems to rule the moment. Love… of course, not love. I find myself interested truly, deeply, and completely in you. The frame of my circumstances — which I’ll tell you have been quite stressful and difficult — seems to fall away without any effort at all, and there is nothing whatever but love. When I think about all the time I have put into trying to find, or save, create, or manifest some kind of relationship with other human beings which will fit into my limited concept of love I have to laugh at what a failure I have been. As if love, the essence of all things, the very heart of what many people call “god,” would conform to my ego’s demands. It is laughable. Of course love is much, much bigger than this. Of course it overflows, and bursts into the air, getting everywhere, soaking everything, and showing me over and over again how far I can go, how deeply I can feel, how huge my heart is, and how much healing there is to do.

While attendance for the broadcast was superb, the chat was intimate and personal. There were new faces, and a few old friends whom — to be honest — I never expected to see again, and while it was the solstice (so many of our working DJ and busy disco dancer friends were out in the real world) Astr0 came home, and many of our beloved regulars were there, talking, loving, listening, and experiencing the transmission in real time together.

Here is the track listing for Sunday Soul: love not love:

1. Sunday Soul – Program ID
2. 10cc – I’m Not In Love –
3. Let Love Fly – Ananda Project
4. Modern Stalking – Lovebirds
* ain’t it good to know you’re not the only one?
5. Body Stop – Toby Tobias Remix – Touch Sensitive
6. Now You’re Calling (For Love Dub) – Mellow Madness
* you are not who you think you are. aren’t you glad?
7. Atlantis – Acos Coolkas Night mix – Solila
8. Silly Love Songs – Rene Breitbarth
9. Cause I Know – Sunshine Jones Rework – The Groovers
10. Woman Cry – Blakdoctor Dub – Blakdoctor
* Bob always calls in the middle of sunday soul
11. Inner Love – Hydroponix Mix – Mirabeau
12. Silly Brain – Kaufmann & Ferdinand Remix – Dee Green
* kissing on the lips in the park
13. Black Stations White Stations – Sir Billy 18 Carat Love Affair Re-Edit – Martha And The Muffins
14. Elevate Your Mind – Gnauts old school Dub – SR
* fly so high…
15. I Got A Line On You – Patrick Cowley
16. Too Much Love – LCD Soundsystem
17. Lover – Satoshi Tomiie 3D Voc Remix – Chab
18. 123 – AxEr
* Mother Earth
19. If you wouldn’t mind – Tiger Stripes Acid Dub – Sunshine Jones
* another journey by raft
20. Half Inch Jack – Filthy Cow
21. Auf dem Hof – Kalabrese
22. Where Do I Fit – Narrator Mix – The Musicmaker
* swirling around and around as you come down
23. City Shell – Salt Sweet
24. The Absurdity of Possession – Sunshine Jones *
25. Fill up my heart – Sunshine Jones
26. Bonafied Lovin – Sweetlight Remix – Chromeo
27. We Are What We Are – Sunshine Jones *
28. Somewhere – Rekleiner
29. Deeper – Manuel Tur Remix – Blakkat
30. Why Don’t You Answer – SirBilly Edit – Eberhard Schoener
31. Future Love – Presence
32. Come Together, Love Better Feat Gina Rene – Original Mix – Marques Wyatt
33. Because – Jump St. Man
34. Invitation To Love – CFCF
* blessing
35. Sunday Soul – Program ID
36. Playground Love – Air
37. Sunday Soul – Program ID

Total Running Time: 03 Hours 32 Minutes 24 Seconds
* performed live

June 21, 2009